Have you ever had that day that you wake up & as you lie in bed, you stare blackly into the ceiling & you don't feel sorry for yourself, you don't feel sad either neither do you feel angry or anything at all.
In fact you feel nothing at all.
Than you had to be reminded how useless you are, how pointless your existence is, how selfish for the things that you have not done that you were supposed to do how demanding & mandatory it is for you to become someone, to become someone, able to shoulder the burden;
a dependable, trustworthy, someone that everyone would be proud to call a daughter, a friend, a sister
You know it is true, what has been said about you, & you know you have to change that, well you do not know what is stopping you but you know there is something that you are afraid of & you know its there. you know eventually too that you'd overcome it. but just for once, that day, you just want to remain feeling the way that you do, not letting anything get to you, it's funny really
blab, you have it
Have you ever felt like for once you do not want to be reminded of the negativity of things & just let that day be the way it is & that day somehow slide away as a whole? & you feel complete like you manage to waste a day.

Happiness is a mood, a human condition. if less of people would think of Happiness as a destination; maybe they would be happy more often than not.